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나는 날 배려해 주는
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광고 나온다고 채널 바꾸지 않는 사람

내 거실 벽에 구멍내지 않는 사람

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금방 수리할 수 있을 거예요

언닌 그냥 메워버리라고 할 걸요
상상력을 좀 발휘해 보면 어때서

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근데 결국 걔네는 집에다 오줌만
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설거지는 누가 하죠? 내가

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에이프릴 말이야
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아, 네

세 놓습니다

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홉킨스 병원 흉부외과 과장이고
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뵙게 돼서 영광입니다

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박사님의 도세포 관련 연구는
정말이지 인상깊더군요

네, 감사합니다

아, 이런, 이쪽은 닥터 미...

닥터 미란다 베일리, 알죠

안녕하세요?

아무래도 시간을 잘못 아셨나 보네요

이사회 프레젠테이션은
오늘 오후 4시예요

사실 닥터 웨버께 병원
안내를 부탁드렸거든요

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병원 안내라니요?

자넨 다 알잖아

자네 오늘 수술 없나?

급한 수술은 없는데요

잘 됐네요

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아무려면요

그래서 오늘 몇 시야?

뭐요?

에이프릴 말야, 오늘밤 오는 거 맞지?

우리 아무 준비도 안 해?

그래, 에이버리, 케프너 언제 온대?

저도 몰라요

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- 그런 거 없어요

잠을 잘 못 잤나 왜 저렇게 까칠하대요?

나 조언 좀 해 줘

그래요

콘서트 표가 생겨서

아멜리아랑 같이 가고 싶은데

우리가 뭘 같이 잘 안 하거든

할 수는 있지만

데이트 신청, 해야할까?

어떻게 생각해?

괜한 걱정은

늦었네

알아요, 죄송해요

기차가 멈춰서선 꼼짝도 안 하잖아요

잠깐, 사고가 났단 거야?

겨우 빠져 나오긴 했는데, 선로에
그렇게 세워두면 안 되지 않아요?

내가 알 바 아니야
너 회진 놓쳤어

보행자 한 명이요? 두 명이요?

보행자 두 명이 기차에 치였다고요?

네?

정말?

살았대?

네

여자애 둘이 등교길에 치였대요

애들인데

애들이잖아요

제시카 태너, 15세

기차에 치인 후에
사면에 떨어졌어요

GCS 15에 촉진시 혈압은 100이고요

오른쪽으로 부딪치면서
큰 멍이 들었어요

학교로 가는... 지름길이에요

매일 건너는 길인데

120에 빈맥

도플러 검사부터 해서 혈류 확인하죠

발을 헛디뎌서...

발이...선로 사이에 꼈는데

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갑자기 뛰쳐 나와서

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저 환자나 데리고 들어가

얼른, 토레스

여기 좀 봐 줘

괜찮아, 제스

우리가 잘 돌봐줄 거야, 둘 다, 알았지?

가죠

O-혈액 준비하고
펠빅 바인더 확인

기도 삽관 준비해요

환자 이름은요? 부모님은 왔어요?

신분증은 없는 것 같아요

찾아 봤어? 가방 안은?

- 전 뭐 하면 되죠?
- 시험개복술이랑...

한 쪽 다리가 뜯겨져 나갔어

기차에 부딪치면서
골반이 부서진거지

내가 골반과 사지 처치하기 전에
먼저 체내 손상부터 체크해 줘

동공반사가 느려요

뇌손상은 없는지 확인하려면
C.T부터 찍어 봐야 겠는데요

그래요, 환자 이름은 알아냈어?

아니요, 근데 교과서는 찾았어요

2학년이나 3학년 같은데

16살 정도 되려나?

자, 자, 조용히

엄마

엄마 불러주세요

삽관 들어가야 돼

- 시간이 없어
- 네, 하세요

마침 잘 오셨네요

다발성 손상이에요

수술실로 데려 가야겠어요

우측 폐에 혈흉이 확인됐고요

제스

다른 여자애...보셨어요?

살았나요?

제스, 그 여자애 이름이 뭐지?

모르는 애예요, 전...

팔에 새겨진 심장 그림이 똑같아

둘이 아는 사이잖니

걔 이름은 알리야예요

둘이 같이 있다가 그런 거니?

네

선로에 발이 꼈던 거 아니지?

어떻게 된 건지 얘기해 주렴

함께 하고 싶었던 것 뿐이에요

살아서든 죽어서든

Grey's Anatomy
[한글자막] 송지윤

이 쪽은 저희 병원의
최신식 방사선 장비죠

저희는 이제

새로운 데이터 처리
시스템을 도입해 동시...

동시 다중절편
홀로그램 영상 촬영이요?

- 네
- 우와

- 정말 미래를 선도하는...
- 영상 촬영 방식이죠

맞습니다

제가 좀 봐도 될까요?

찬찬히 보세요

당신 마음에도 들걸요

확실히 유망한 후보이긴 하군

하지만 베일리도 그래

둘이 같이 일한 지 너무 오래 됐어요

서로를 너무나 잘 알죠

과장이라면 좀 진취적이어야 한다고요

베일리가 물러 터졌단 거야, 지금?

- 베일리는 매우 강단 있는...
- 여기 생리에 너무 익숙하단 거죠

우릴 채찍질해 줄 사람이 필요해요

최고가 되게끔 우릴
몰아세울 그런 사람

우리를 놀라게 해 줄
사람이 필요하다고요

당신도 알잖아요

넌 겨우 15살이잖아
근데 죽고 싶었다고?

그렇게 단순하지 않아요

너희들은 기차 앞에 뛰어들었잖아

자살하고 싶었던 건 아니에요, 단지...

자, 제스, 내가 먼저 내
사적인 얘기를 좀 할게

그래

난 남자를 좋아해, 연인으로

하지만 여자도 좋아하지

그건 내게 아주 중요한 부분이야

이젠 너한테 사적인 질문 좀 해도 될까?

여자를...좋아하니?

혹시

알리야를 좋아해?

사랑하고 있어요

둘이 뭘 하고 있었던 거니?

우린 죽고 싶었던 게 아니에요

우린 그냥...

함께 할 방법이
그것 밖엔 없었어요

영원토록요

아니, 아니야, 제스
다른 방법도 많아

자살하는 건 아무 도움도 안 돼

저희 부모님이...

절 보내버린댔어요

훈련소로요

한 밤 중에 들이닥쳐 절 끌고 가서

바꿔버리는 거죠

알리야에 대한 제 마음을요

아니, 그렇지 않아, 절대

그런 곳은 하나도 소용없어

부모님이 진짜 그러셨다고?

제발, 제발 연락하지 마세요

제발 부모님한테...

제가 이렇게 된 건 부모님 때문이에요

제발, 연락하지 마세요

알리야는 착한 아이에요
결석을 했을리가 없어요

애가 왜 선로 위에 있었던 거죠?

이건 말이 안 돼요

알리야는 광범위한 부상을 입었어요

수술을 해야 하는데
동의서가 필요해요

애는 괜찮은 겁니까?
의식은요? 말은 해요?

아뇨, 의식은 없어요

아깐 엄마를 찾더라고요

애엄만 죽었어요

수술 동의서에 서명을 해 주셔야...

네

저기, 저기요, 딸을 찾고 있는데요

제시카 태너요, 의사 선생님 좀 찾아주실래요?

제가 의사입니다

따님 분 주치의이기도 하고요

어디 있죠? 당장 봐야 겠어요

기차에 치였다고 그러던데요?

- 네
- 기차요?

제 딸이 그쪽 따님하고
같이 있었던 것 같네요

제스가 당신 딸이랑요?

네

이름이 뭔데요?

알리야요, 전 다키르 하메드입니다

우리딸 주변에 얼씬도 말라 하세요

아무도 안 뜯어가네?
왜 아무도 안 뜯어가지?

저도 모르죠

윌뱅크 씨네 아기
검사결과 나왔는데

아무 이상 없는 것 같은데요?

전단지는 제대로 붙였는데 말야

깔끔하고 예쁜데

다른 전단지 거는 다 떼 갔잖아

룸메이트는 왜요?
집 있으시잖아요

있었지, 근데 켈리랑 내가 팔았어

임대 아파트인데 룸메가 필요해

내 특진비를 감당 못 하는
환자들이 생각보다 많거든

난들 어쩌겠어?

돈 안 내면 아픈 애
못 봐 준다고 해?

아!

너 방 안 필요하니?

저보고 같이 살자고요? 됐어요

전 사는 데가 있거든요

어쨌든 떼 가

누구 하난 떼 가야지

그래야 다른 사람들도 떼 갈 거 아냐

모금함에 돈 조금 넣어 놓는 것처럼

전...그냥

가서 확인할 게 있어서 이만

클램프

3-0 프롤린

거기 조금만 비켜주실래요?

좀 더요

더는 못 움직이는데요

그럼 신경모니터를 체크할 수 없어서요

둘이 괜찮은 거야?

벽 때문에 삐쳐서 그래요

무슨 벽이요?

- 석션이나 제대로 해
- 너한테 말한 거 아냐

벽을 허물잔 얘길 했었거든요

아가씨 혼자 떠든 거겠죠
난 술 마시고 있었다고요

좋은 생각이라고 그랬던 거
나는 똑똑히 기억 한다고요

생각해 보자고 그런 거죠

정확하게는 "망할 벽이나
부셔버리자" 라고 했어요

술 마셔서 그런 거잖아요

그럼 내집이다 편히 생각하란 것도
다 술에 취해서 한 얘기란 거네요?

네, 술에 취해 그랬나 보네요

여기 석션 좀 하죠?

혹시 하중 지지형 벽이야?

그렇다면 집이 정말 무너질 수도 있거든

네, 알리야하고 저는 쪽지
교환하는 것을 좋아했어요

다 다른 모양으로 접어서요

침대 아래 상자에다가
다 모아두곤 했거든요

슬픈 날에 읽어 보려고요

슬픈 날?

가끔씩 학교 애들이...

못 된 애들 있잖아요

놀리고 뭐 던지고

어느 날 집에 와 보니까
엄마가 방에 있더라고요

쪽지 상자를 발견하신 거예요

불에다 태워버리셨어요

제스 부모님이 따님을 보시고
싶다는 데요, 주치의사들도요

오셨어요?

수술 준비 중이라고 말씀드려

수술 끝날 때까지
기다리셔야 한다고

알리야가 무슨 나쁜 물이라도
들인 것처럼 말씀하시는 군요

사실이니까요
우리 앨 이용했다고요

제스가 순진했던 거예요

도대체 무슨 소립니까?

모르셨어요?

둘이 사랑하는 사이래요, 서로

크면 결혼도 할 거라네요

네?

여보, 의사분들 오셨어

제스는 왼쪽 다리 두 군델 포함해서

다발성 골절을 입었고
당장 수술하지 않으면

다리 기능을 잃을 수도 있습니다

내출혈 지점을 찾기 위해선
개복도 해야 할 것 같고요

폐에 혈흉도 있어서
흉관 삽입도 필요한데

다행히 현재로서는
안정적인 것 같습니다

지금 수술에 들어갈 거고

수술 후에 보고 드리도록 하죠

베서니, 제발 그냥...

닥쳐! 스티븐! 그 멍청한 입 좀 닥쳐!

당신이 계속 입다물고 있었으면

제스는 지금쯤 훈련소에서 잘 있었을 거야

그런데 당신이 애한테
다 떠벌리는 바람에...

- 토레스, 제발
- 뭐 하시려고요?

죄송한데요 그런 곳이 어떤
곳인지 잘 모르시나 보네요

본인은 딸을 돕는 거라고
생각하겠지만

그런 훈련소는 끔찍한 데예요

아이한테 필요한 건 따뜻한 격려인데

제스한테 마음 쓰시는 건 알겠지만...

마음을 써요? 우린 그 앨 사랑해요

그 앤 우리 딸이에요
우리 딸이라고요

당신하곤 상관없는 일이에요

그곳에 가는 게 무서워서

제스가 기차에 뛰어든 거예요

- 상관 말아요
- 불안했으니까!

상관 말라고요!

충고가 하고 싶어요?

저 순진한 남자한테나 가 봐요

의학적 처치 외에는
당신이 알 바 아니라고요

그런 끔찍한 곳을 애가
무서워하는 게 당연하죠

정신적, 정서적으로
애를 망쳐 놓을 거고

그건 아동 학대나 마찬가지예요

- 토레스
- 지나치시군요

당신 일은 하나예요

다친 우리 애 상처를 치료하고 도와주는 것

그게 다라고요

그러니 입 다물고

당신 일이나 똑바로 하지 않으면
당장 의료팀에서 쫓아 내겠어요

여보, 제발

어디 가는 거예요?

말씀하신 대로, 따님 도우러 갑니다

그 여잔 애를 괴롭히고 있어

남편 얘긴 꺼내지도 마

쓸모 없는 남자니까

얘한텐 자기 편이 하나도 없네요

도대체 왜들 그러는 거죠?

왜들 그러는 거냐고요?

카레브?

왜 저한테 물어보시는 건데요?

넌 깡패니까

크게 흉지진 않겠네요

콜라겐 크림을 발라줘야 겠어요

오늘 에이프릴하고는 뭐 할 거야?

그 멀리서 날아오는데
빈집에 가게 할 거야?

왜들 남의 결혼생활에
그렇게 참견하는 거죠?

쇼는 이제 끝났어요
관객 안 받는다고요

닥터 에이버리?

뭐?

위 표피 채취 다 끝났다고요

잘 됐네

드레싱 좀 도와줄래?

네

케프너한테 룸메이트 필요할까?

선생님은 말고요

좋아, 나한테 숨기는 게 대체 뭐야?

왜 다들 나랑 살기 싫다는 건데?

호출이 와서요

거짓말! 호출 안 왔잖아!

왜, 내 말이 틀려?

네가 사람 팬 게 몇 번인데

인턴들 괴롭혀
간호사들 괴롭혀

조지도 괴롭혔잖아

어렸을 때 괴롭힘 당했었다고
저한테 그걸 투사하지 마세요

아니, 캘리 토레스는 누구도 못 건드렸어

- 그래요?
- 놀림 당할 만 했죠

나는 생긴 것도 다르고
행동 하는 것도 다르고

카레브 같은 깡패들에게 맞서려면

싸움을 익혀야 했죠
티타늄 나사 주세요

그래도 일단 첫 번째 놈을 때려 눕히면

나머지는 쉽게 나가 떨어진답니다

그럼 둘 다 깡패였단 거네요

네? 전 자기 방어였죠

제 별명은 꼬마 구더기였다고요

늘 반애들보다 작고 어렸으니까

더 똑똑했고요

거기다 혀짧은 소리까지

아주들 신이 났던 거죠

"꼬마 구더기 피어슈" 였답니다

귀여운데요?

아니, 귀엽긴요

운동장 한복판에서 옷은
벗기지 말아달라 비는데

한 번 생각해 보세요

다른 사람들 앞에서
바지를 벗겨 버렸다고요

아니면 창고에 갇혀서

도와달라고 소리치는데

다음 날 아침이 되어서야
경찰이 발견했다든가

깡패가 깡패인 것은
깡패짓을 하니까예요

괴롭힘을 당하지 않기 위해

괴롭히긴 했다고 해도 사실

저같은 애나 이 여자애 같은
애들은 철저히 혼자거든요

작고 연약하죠

우리같은 애들을 괴롭히면

자신들의 한심한
인생이 나아보이니까

하지만 당신들 얘긴 아니에요

지금은 착하니까

아이티에 병원 짓는 걸 도와 준 후엔

홍수난 휴스턴으로 팀원들을 데려 와
대피소 짓는 걸 도왔죠

대단하네요

그런데 왜 시애틀로 오시려는 거죠?

그쪽 병원도 괜찮은 것 같은데요

병원 차원에서 한 일이 아니에요

제 비영리재단을 통해 모금을 한 거죠

제가 이런 쪽에 관심이 많아서요

비영리재단이라, 그것 참

전 무료 진료소를 열었어요

수요일과 금요일마다 열고요

출혈이 안 멈춰! 젠장!

이게 승압 최고치예요
동맥압이 너무 낮아요

클램프 잡고 있어요

소용없네요, 드베키 겸자

죄송한데 제가 좀?

심정지예요

내가 모를 것 같아요?
흉부외과 호출해줘요

흉골절개술로 여는 게 좋겠는데요

죄송한데 누구시죠?

아, 전 닥터 트레이시 맥코넬이에요
홉킨스 병원의 흉부외과 과장이고요

지금 병원 구경 중인데
흉골절개술 말이에요

이미 환자 흉부를 열었어요

겨우 몇 센티 옆에다가 절개를 또
하고 싶진 않네요, 흉부외과는요?

닥터 웩슬러랑 홀은 나갔고

- 피어스는 수술 중입니다
- 얼마나 걸리는지 알아 봐요

비틀어 들어가 봐야 겠어요, 타월!

각도를 더 높이 잡아야 해요

환자 폐동맥은 이미 찢어졌고

환자가 출혈로 죽기 전까지

90초 정도 밖엔 시간이 없어요

물론 이미 절개한 흉부에 또 다른

절개를 하고 싶진 않겠지만 일단 하면

흉골이 열리고 그럼 새롭게
넓은 시야가 확보될 거예요

가슴께에 흉터를 두 군데 남기거나
출혈로 죽거나 둘 중에 선택하라면

환자는 흉터를 선택할 것 같네요

그레이?

60초 남았어요

톱이랑 흉골 견인기 준비해 줘요

- 흉골 절개술 준비
- 알겠습니다

출혈 부위를 찾았어요

4-0 프롤린하고 심낭첨포

됐어요

훌륭한 처치인데요, 닥터 맥코넬

제가 아니라 저분들이 한 거죠

전 관점을 좀 바꿔줬을 뿐이고요

그럼 저는 이만...

왜 다들 나랑 살기 싫다는 건데?

나한테 애가 있어서?
아님 내가 상사라서?

상사랑은 다들 살기 싫겠지?

토레스가 그 차별주의자 얼굴에
한 방 먹였단 소문은 들으셨어요?

아님 환자가 카레브를 물어서
손가락이 잘린 얘기라든가...

그만 하고 말해! 왜 그런 거냐고!

NICU 당직 연달아 맡아본 적 있어?
주말 정도를 얘기하는 게 아니야

수개월 동안 NICU에 틀어 박혀

27명이나 되는 아기들을 보살피는 거지

죽어가는 연약한 생명들 말야

그게 얼마나 힘든 줄 알아? 응?

인턴이나 레지던트들 사이에서
선생님은 전설에 가까운 분이죠

계속 해 봐

시애틀 그레이스
5대 영웅이시잖아요

비행기 사고에서 살아난 건 뭐

차 사고나 총격 사건에서도요

불사신일지도 몰라요

엄청 독보적인 전공 하나를

뚝딱 마스터 하시더니, 닥터 허먼
자릴 빼앗기도 하셨죠, 시력까지도

그건...

인턴 수십명하고 놀아난 뒤엔

다 짤리게 만드셨죠

말도 엄청나게 빨리 하시고요

이름도 이상하잖아요

그렇지 않아

같이 잔 인턴은 한 명 뿐이고
내 이름이 어디가 어때서

아니, 내 말은, 대체 뭐야?

혹시 내가 다리가 한 짝이라 그런 거야?

정말 사람들이 다리 한 짝 뿐인
사람을 놓고서 험담을 한다고?

그렇다면 그건 장애인 차별이야

사람들 말론 선생님 다리가 두 갠데
하나가 잘린 척 하는 것일 뿐이래요

주차 공간 차지하려고요

이제 됐죠?

좋은 소식은요?

알리야가 잘 버티고 있대요

잘 됐네

그리고 제스는 그 훈련소
안 가도 될 것 같아

내가 연락을 좀 넣었거든요

누구 짓이죠?

아동 복지국에 신고를 해요?

나랑 장난하자는 건가요? 그래요?

내가 우리 애를 목사님이 운영하는
훌륭한 시설에 보내고 싶어 한다면

나에겐 그럴 권리가 있는 거예요

댁들이 알 바 아니라고요

알아듣겠어요? 애한테서 떨어져요

당신의 같지도 않은 생각을
애 머리에 주입시키지 말고

역겨워요! 혐오스러워!

이런 젠장

심장이 요동치고 소리가 막 울리는데

그 여자 얼굴이 막 가까이 오잖아요

난 "뭐야?"

그러다, 아, 아야

주먹이 나도 모르게 나갔어요

때리고 나서야 알았다니까요

세상에, 나 미쳤나 봐, 미쳤어요

봤으면 현금으로 한 100만원 줬을 텐데

그럴 가치가 충분했죠, 끝내줬어요

- 어떻게 된 거야?
- 그래, 자세히 좀 말해 봐요

다음에 피어스가 도발하면
누가 나 호출 좀 해줄래요?

이게 재밌어요? 짤릴 수도 있다고요

저 짤리는 거예요?

안 짤려요, 그쪽이 먼저 공격했잖아요

뭐, 안 그래요?

그 자리에 없었으니 모르겠죠

얼마나 편협한 여자라고

맞아도 싸다니깐

상관없어요

바른 행동과 틀린 행동이 있는 거라고요

있죠, 그레이 말이 맞아요

다음 번엔 엄지를
주먹 바깥으로 빼요

그럼 골절을 안 입어요, 알았죠?

그 여자, 의학적으론 아무 이상없는데

엄청 열 받았더라고요, 고소하겠어요

- 봤지?
- 세상에

캘리가 동성애 혐오자를 팼어?

피어스가 그랬대요

- 뜻밖인데, 하이파이브!
- 싫어요

앗싸!

그 마녀한테 사과하러 가야 겠죠?

뭐 하는 거예요?

담낭절제술 들어갈 준비 하는데요?

아니, 그건 알겠는데
지금 뭐 하는 거냐고요?

왜 이사회 프레젠테이션 45분 남겨두고
3시간 짜리 수술에 들어가냐는 말이죠?

환자가 고통스러워 하니까요

난 그걸 멈출 수 있고요

그러니 그렇게 해야죠

그럼 프레젠테이션엔
안 갈 거란 소리예요?

간다고 해도 소용없어요

오늘 하루종일 트레이시
맥코넬이랑 보냈어요

말꼬랑지 머리를 한
명랑한 여성이더군요

그리고 그 여잔...

환상적이에요 똑똑하고, 재능있고

미워하려고 해 봤지만
그럴 수가 없더라고요

완벽한 여자예요, 닥터 웨버는
아예 청혼까지 할 생각일 걸요?

나도 청혼하고 싶어져요

미안하지만 그 정도라고요

우리가 운이 좋은 거죠

내 새로운 이상형이 될 지도요

이젠 괜찮아요

과장이 되어 봤자 그닥...

나한텐 얼굴도 잘 못 보는
아들과 당신도 있는데다가

강의도 들어가야 하고

그러니까 상관없어요

괜찮다고요

- 미란다...
- 아니요

내버려 둬요

알았죠? 내버려 두라고요

아직 방 안 나갔나요?

친구들이 시켰어? 내기에 졌든가

혹시 발 페티시 같은 거 있는 거야?

네? 아닌데요

그럼 잠깐

왜 인턴 친구들 놔두고
나랑 살고 싶다는 건데?

전 인턴 친구들이 없거든요

다들 제가 일부러 어텐딩
흉내를 냈다고 생각해요

사실도 아닌 얘기들을
만들어 내기도 하고요

다들 저를 피해요

됐어요, 잊어버리세요

잠깐, 먼저 두 달 치 세를
계약금으로 내야 돼, 알지?

그럼 어디 잘 해 보자고

내가 마무리 할테니까
프레젠테이션 가 봐요

데 루카, 워렌 좀 내보내 줄래?

알겠습니다

꿈도 꾸지 마, 나를
잘 알지도 못 하면서

미란다, 당신은 지금 숨고 있어요

이건 경기 도중에 포기하는 거고

결코 옳지 못 해요

내가 도중에 그만둔다면요?
터크가 도중에 그만둔다면?

내버려 두겠어요?

터크가 프렌치호른 그만 둔다고
했을 때 당신이 뭐라고 그랬죠?

연주 실력은 형편없었지만 그래도

- 그 때 뭐랬냐고요?
- "이제껏 노력했잖아"

"이제껏 노력했잖아!"

이제 수석 연주자가 누구죠?

- 터크요
- 터크요

그만 두면 안 되죠

포기하면 안 된다고요

미란다 베일리, 당신이 어떤 주자죠?

- 수석 주자요
- 안 들리는데요

- 수석 주자요
- 수석 주자?

- 수석 주자요
- 바로 그거예요

제스의 부상은 광범위했지만

수술은 생각보다 잘 끝났습니다

하느님 감사합니다

집사람이 물어보라는데

제스는 언제쯤 퇴원할 수 있죠?

퇴원하자 마자 시설에 넣을건가 본데...

그게 무슨 소립니까?

수술 도중에 합병증이 일어나서
따님의 출혈이 상당히 심했어요

혈압도 많이 떨어졌었고요

알리야가 깨어나지 않으면
손상 정도를 알 수 없어요

안 깨어날 수도 있다는 건가요?

저 분 딸이 죽는 겁니까?

다른 환자분에 대해선
말씀드릴 수 없습니다

이런 일이...
말도 안 돼요

아이의 미래를 위해

애가 8살 때 이 나라에 왔는데

2년 후 애엄마가 죽었죠

가족들 하는 말이

"다키르, 너 혼자 딸을
어떻게 키우겠니?"

그 말이 맞을지도요

제가 육아에 대해서 뭘 알겠어요?

이젠 미국 십대 소녀인데

힘들다는 것 정돈 알죠

알리야는 저한테 말한 적이 없어요

당연하죠

우리나라에선 이런 얘길
터놓고 하지 않거든요

애엄마가 있었다면
잘 대처했을 텐데

애엄만 현명했죠

아이의 미래를 위해 미국에 왔어요

근데 이젠...

사진 있습니까?

네?

따님 사진이요

이 애가 제스예요

지금은 입에다가 호스를
끼고 있어 잘 안 보이지만

웃는 모습이 참 예쁘죠

이건 1년 전에 찍은 거예요

시합 끝나고 학교에서 찍은 거죠

그 땐 몰랐지만

같이 찍은 애가 따님인 것 같네요

행복해 보이네요

인사가 늦었군요

스티븐이라고 합니다

다키르입니다

네 환자는 아까 수술 끝났을 텐데

우리 쪽 끝날 때까지 기다려 준 거야?

이 병원은 그럴 가치가 충분하니까요

감사합니다

베일리는 왜 안 오죠?

아, 저기요

죄송한데 닥터 베일리가 모셔오라 해서

닥터 맥코넬이 발표를 아주 잘 했겠죠

가위, 거기 조직 조심하고

이 일에 적임자일지도 몰라요

근데 그건 중요한 게 아니고

제 말은, 맥코넬과
전 다르단 겁니다

맥코넬은 새롭고 반짝거리죠
도전을 좋아하기도 하고요

알아요, 하루 종일 같이 있었으니까요

늘 새로운 도전을 향해 뛰어오르죠

이 병원 또한 그럴 거예요
맥코넬의 새로운 도전이죠

다음 목표를 찾을 때까진요

또 다음

하지만 전 아니에요

전 이 병원이 빛나든 낡아빠졌든

상관하지 않아요

저한테 있어서 이 병원은 언제나

스타워즈 우주선보다 빠른 함선일 거예요

이 병원은 저한테 디딤돌이 아닙니다

전 이 병원의 가능성을 믿어요

저는 이 고물차를 끌고서

엄청난 도약을 해내고야 말 겁니다

이 병원이야말로
저의 도전 그 자체니까요

와에 출혈점이 보여요

네, 클램프, 아르곤 레이저로요

CBD 피해서

천천히

잠깐만요, 좋아요

자

전 이 일을 위해 태어났어요, 스테이플

제게 딱 맞는 일이죠, 석션

전 수석 주자라고요

봉합

여기 계신 분들은 이미 아실 겁니다

이제 닫죠

이런 젠장

제스는 엑스레이 찍으러 갔나요?

네, 닥터 토레스가 방금 데려갔어요

그래요

여길 오다니 참 뻔뻔하군요

베서니

태너 부인, 사과드리고 싶습니다

아깐 제가 도를 넘었어요

당신같은 사람한테
내 딸을 맡겼다니

베서니

- 당신하고 병원사람들 다 고소할 거야
- 베서니, 닥쳐!

우린 아무도 고소 안 할 거야

사과를 해야할 사람은 당신이라고

오늘 우린 애를 잃을 뻔 했어!

애가 죽다 살아났다고!

제스는 아무 데도 안 보내

그러니 그만해, 알겠어? 그만하라고

- 스티븐, 당신 뭔 소리야?
- 그만 둬, 아님 내가 나갈 거야

그럼 제스도 데리고 나갈 거고

당신은 영원히 그 앨 못 보게 될 거야

난 애가 레즈비언이라도 상관없어

사랑받으면 돼
행복하면 돼

당신도 그래야 엄마지

당신이란 사람은 대체 왜 그래?

이젠 출혈이 멎었고 안정이 됐어요

깨어났는데 보고 싶어하실 것 같아서요

괜찮아, 괜찮아

아빠 왔어, 알리야

이젠 괜찮아

제시카도 괜찮대

말 하지 마, 괜찮아

너한테 전해 줄 게 있다

제시카가 읽어주라고 그러더라

네가 깨어나면

"나의 아름다운 알리야에게"

난 벌써 얘가 마음에 드는구나

미안, 나는...

난...

왜 집에 안 가고?

당신이 집에 갔는 줄 알았지

그렇지, 나는 그냥...

괜찮아

집에 가서 편히 자
진짜 침대에서

그래, 진짜 침대, 고마워

하루 종일 비행길 탔더니
힘드네, 씻지도 못 하고

그래

내일은 얘기할 수 있을까?

당신이랑 얘기하고 싶어, 잭슨

잘 가

보아라

빛이 닿는 땅은 모두 네 것이다

바보

축하해요, 과장님

정말 맛있어 보이네요

완전 최고예요

얻어 먹는 건 좋은데

매일 이렇게 먹다간 살 찌겠어요

살 찌면 어때서? 나도 뚱뚱했는데

- 재밌네요
- 아니, 진짜야

통통한 정도가 아니라 뚱뚱

어렸을 땐 상관 안 했는데

한 5학년? 6학년 때 까진?

그런데 갑자기 다들 이상하게 보잖아

괴롭힘을 많이 당했지

그런 거 있잖아, 욕하고, 장난치고

한 번은 날 사물함에다가
밀쳐서 끼었던 적도 있어

학교에선 뚱뚱하다고 놀리고

집에선 망나니고

사는 게 지옥 같더라고

그래서 8학년 끝나고 여름 방학 때

거의 석달 내내 자전거 타고
돌아다녔어, 매일 하루 종일

엉덩이가 떨어져 나갈 것 같더라

개학하니까 아무도 못 알아보대?

난 더 강해졌지, 그럴 수밖에 없잖아

밥 좀 더 줄까?

누가 그래요?

누가 아침엔 같이 차 타고 갔다가

밤에는 버리고 오냔 말이에요

그냥 날 두고 갔다니까요

태워다 주게 돼서 기뻐, 사실 난...

괜히 들어갔다가 한바탕 할 수도 있어요

장난아니고 정말...

방금 무슨 일이...?

아멜리아, 들어와요

죄송해요

자, 앉아요

이제 여러분 앞에 놓인
시신들을 잘 보세요

나도 여기 사니까 발언권이 있어요

둘이 당장 화해해요

특이할 건 없어요

그냥 시신들이죠

그럼, 여긴 왜 온 걸까요?
뭐가 달라진 걸까요?

뭐가 변했을까요?

벽 일은 미안해요

내가

경솔했어요

벼룩덩어리라고 해서 미안해요

- 메레디스
- 네?

난...

이런 대화는 잘 못 하겠어요
아가씬 가끔...너무 하잖아요

좋아할 수가 없다고요

와, 그렇군요

근데 가족이니 그럴 필요가 없죠

사랑해요

답은 여러분 입니다

변한 건 여러분이에요

해부학에 대해서 알고 있던
지식들은 전부 다 지우세요

그리고 이 카테바를 보세요

마치 인간을 처음 보는 것처럼

이제 메스를 쥐고

검상돌기 아래에 가져다 대세요

힘을 줘 누르면서

후회없이, 이제 시작합시다

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RICHARD: Each of you comes
here today hopeful...

MIRANDA: I have five rules.
Memorize them.

Can anybody name...

MEREDITH:
So, you might be thinking...

Rule number five...
When I move, you move.

I've been here before.

Trauma protocol...

This is familiar. This is old hat.

Maybe you're wondering
why are we here?

But I promise

you're about to find out
that everything has changed.

(Thud)

(Dog barks)

(Crash)

(Metal clangs)

(Thudding)

(Anni Rossi's "Rude Boy" plays)

What the hell are you doing?!

You want to swing? It feels good.

- No! No, no, no!
- We talked about this.

No, we mused about it.
And then we went to bed.

I think it's a great idea.
Let's open up the space.

Get a little light in here.

Or bad... it's a bad idea.

Who wants open or sun?
Bad sun. I hate sun.

I'm used to living with
someone who knows me,

who knows not to change the
channel during the commercials,

someone who knows not to punch
a hole in my living-room wall.

- (Sniffs)
- You know, it's not that big of a hole.

We can probably just patch it right up.

I bet she tries to patch it up,
instead of trying

to just imagine the possibility.

MAGGIE: But, I mean,
it is Meredith's house.

I mean, it's my house.
And I let her live there.

I should know better.
Why don't I learn?

I take in strays because they're sad.

They're lonely and homeless.

The truth is strays

are flea-ridden creatures
who pee on your stuff.

Am I a stray?

I mean, she acts like
I'm some kind of animal,

when who does the dishes? Me.

Who makes sure the piles
and piles of dirty laundry

are fluffed and folded? Me.

When she puts my clothes away,

I can't find my own
clothes in my own house.

I mean, they're probably
just in your drawers.

It's a problem.

What's her problem?

- MEREDITH: It's just...
- She's just...

- She's just impossible.
- Just impossible.

- Hey! You excited?
- About...?

April. She's coming in tonight, right?

Oh, um, yeah.

I still think you should bow out

of this anatomy class
you signed up to teach.

I mean, pawn it off
on Grey or someone else.

You're not gonna have
time to teach a class

once you've been appointed chief.

- (Elevator bell dings)
- Haven't been appointed yet.

(Sighs)

Um, do you know her?

Uh, that's Dr. Tracy McConnell.

Chief cardio at Hopkins,
Yale grad, Yale meds.

SAGES Award recipient.

She's Catherine's
candidate for chief.

(Elevator bell dings)

- Dr. Webber.
- Ah. Hey.

It is such an honor.

I have been wanting
to meet you for years.

Your work with islet cells,
it's just absolutely inspiring.

(Chuckles)

Well... Thank you. Thank you.

(Clearing throat)

Oh, uh, all right, I'm sorry.
Uh, this is Dr. Miran...

Dr.... Yeah, Miranda Bailey,
of course.

- Hello.
- Oh! D...

Uh, I'm a-afraid you may
have gotten your times

a little wrong, Dr. McConnell.

Our presentations to the board
aren't until 4:00 P.M. today.

Actually, I asked Dr. Webber
if he wouldn't mind taking

some time this morning
to show me around.

You know, give me a little tour.

- Yeah.
- I wasn't invited on any tour.

Um, you know where everything is.

(Elevator bell dings)

Uh, don't you have
some surgeries, doctor?

Nothing that can't be pushed.

Great.

- Mm-hmm.
- Sounds fun.

- (Elevator bell dings)
- (Scoffs)

That's one word for it.

So, what time's the thing tonight?

What thing?

For April.
She comes back tonight, right?

Isn't... aren't we doing a thing?

Big night, Avery.
When's Kepner getting in?

No idea.

- Then what time's the thing?
- There is no thing.

- Oh.
- Should we clear trauma one

to remove the giant
bug from Avery's ass?

- (Chuckles)
- Sheesh.

Hey. I need advice.

Okay.

I got tickets for
this concert thing,

and I'm thinking
about asking Amelia,

but she and I... we don't
really go to things together.

Not that we couldn't,

but (sighs) should I,
you know, ask her out?

What do you think?

I think you're over-thinking.

- (Sighs)
- You're late.

I know. I'm sorry.

I got stuck behind a train
that just stopped forever.

I'm sorry. You said a crash?

I finally turned around,
but they shouldn't be allowed

to do that, right,
just stop on the tracks?

I really don't care, okay?
You missed rounds.

A pedestrian?
T-two pedestrians?

Two pedestrians
were hit by a train?

What?

Oh, my God.

And they're alive?

Yeah, uh...

Two girls were hit by a train
on their way to school.

(Scars on 45's "Wrecking Ball" plays)

- Kids. Um...
- Wow.

They're just kids.

(Siren wailing in distance)

Jessica Tanner, 15 years old.

Moving train swiped her, then
tossed her down the embankment.

GCS is 15. Pressure's 100 palp.

Right side took all the brunt.
One big bruise.

JESSICA:
There's a shortcut to... to school.

I-I take it every day over...
the tracks.

She's tachy at 120.

CALLIE: I'm gonna need a doppler
to check these extremities for pulses.

I-I-I tripped.

You know, my foot... it got
stuck in between the tracks.

Shh. Shh, shh.

- Try to stay calm, Jess.
- Have you seen the other girl? She...

She just showed up out of nowhere.

She... she tried to
push me out of the way.

Uh, uh, uh, somebody?!
I'm not sure what to do here!

(Groans)

Help get the other patient inside.

Go. Torres.

Take a look a this.

Oh.

Hey. It's gonna be all right, Jess.

We're gonna take care of you...
both of you. Okay?

Let's go. Go.

(Monitors beeping)

Hang two units of "O" neg,
check the pelvic binder,

and prep her for a
rapid-sequence intubation.

Any word on her name?
Her parents?

Uh, I don't think she had any I.D.

Did you look?
Did you check her bag?

- Okay, where do you need me?
- She needs an ex lap.

One of her legs was ripped
completely away from the other.

She has a wishbone injury.
The force of the train broke her pelvis

and split her insides apart.

I'm gonna need to stabilize
her pelvis and extremities,

but not before you guys
address her internal injuries.

Pupillary reflexes are sluggish.

She's gonna need a head C.T.
to rule out a traumatic brain injury.

All right, you got a name for me yet?

Uh, no, but I found some textbooks.

Sophomore, junior, maybe.

I'm guessing she's
about 16 years old.

Okay, hang on, hang on.
Shh, quiet.

(Breathing raggedly)

Mom.

I want my mom.

OWEN:
Grey, we're gonna need to intubate.

- We don't have much time.
- Go ahead.

(Siren wailing in distance)

Good. You're here.

She's got multiple complex injuries.

She needs to go
to the O.R. for a washout.

Hemothorax on her right side
that needs to be drained.

Jess.

Have you seen her...
the other girl?

I-is she still alive?

Jess, can you tell me her name?

I-I-I don't know her. So...

(Monitor beeping)

You have the same hearts
drawn on your arms.

I think you do know each other.

Her name's Aliyah.

And you two were
out there together?

Yes.

Your foot didn't get caught
on the tracks, did it?

Honey, tell me
what happened out there.

We just wanted to be together.

Dead or alive.

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And this is one of our
state-of-the-art radiology suites.

We have just installed

new data-processing systems
with simultaneous...

Simultaneous multi-slice
holographic imaging.

- Yeah.
- Wow.

I mean, that kind of imaging's
the wave of the future.

(Chuckles)
I couldn't agree more.

(Beeping)

Do you mind if I take a look around?

Be my guest.

Thank you.

(Indistinct talking over P.A.)

Is this the new S.E. 700?

Yes, we just had it upgraded.

Admit it. You like her.

Mm, she's a solid candidate, certainly.

But so is Bailey.

Bailey knows you too well.

You all have been together too long.

She doesn't push you, Richard.

But in a chief, you need a chief
who knows how to push back.

Are you implying she's soft?

Because Miranda Bailey
is anything but soft.

I'm saying that she's
too comfortable here.

We need someone who will
make us uncomfortable,

someone that'll walk in here
and push us to be the best.

We need someone who
will surprise us.

And you know it.

Instant access to case imaging
would really assist with patient care.

You're only 15. You want to die?

It's more complicated than that.

You were standing
in front of a train.

We weren't suicidal. We just...

Okay, Jess, I'm gonna tell you
something personal about myself, okay?

Okay.

I like men...
romantically, sometimes.

And I like women, too.

It's a big, big part of my life.

Can I ask you something
personal about yourself?

Do you like... girls?

Do you...

Do you like Aliyah?

I love her.

��

What were you two doing out there?

It's not that we wanted to die.

This was just...

The only way that we
could stay together...

- (Gasps)
- You know, forever.

No. No, Jess.
There are so many other ways.

I... Killing yourself solves nothing.

My parents...

(sighs)
they're sending me away...

to a camp.

They come and get you in
the middle of the night,

and they take you to this place.

They change you.

They're gonna make me
change my mind about Aliyah.

No, they won't. There's no way.

Those places don't work.
They never work.

Your parents are doing this?

Please.
Please, you can't call them.

Please don't tell them that I...

They're the whole reason
why I'm even here.

Please. You can't call them.

DAKHIR: Aliyah's a good girl.
She wouldn't miss school.

Why would she be out
on the train tracks?

This doesn't make sense.

She suffered extensive injuries.

She needs surgery.
I just need your consent.

Well, she's o... she's okay?
She's awake? She can talk?

No, she's unconscious.

She did ask for her mother.

Her mother's dead.

If I could just have your
consent for the surgery...

Yes.

Excuse me. Excuse me.
We're looking for our daughter.

Jessica Tanner.
Can you find us a doctor?

I'm a doctor.

I'm one of your daughter's
doctors, actually.

Well, where is she?
We want to see her immediately, please.

They said she was hit...
by a train?

- Yes.
- DAKHIR: A train?

I think our daughters might have
been out on the tracks together.

Jess was with your daughter?

Yeah.

What's her name?

Aliyah. I'm Dakhir Hamed.

You keep your damn daughter
away from our little girl.

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(Telephone rings)

��

Hey.

Hmm. No one's taken a tab.
Why hasn't anyone taken a tab?

I don't know.

Uh, what I do know is the labs
came back on the Wilbanks baby.

Everything looks good there.

Hmm. My flier's perfectly placed.

It's clear, aesthetically pleasing.

I mean, people have taken
tabs from other fliers.

I'm sorry. Why do you need
a roommate? You have a house.

Had a house.
Callie and I sold it.

Now it turns out I need a little
help in the rent department.

You'd be surprised how many
patients can't afford my fees.

I mean, what am I gonna do?

Gonna look parents in
the eye and tell them

I can't treat their teeny,
tiny, little sickly babies?

Hey!

Do you need a place to live?

(Scoffs) Me live with you?
God, no. (Chuckles)

I-I just...
uh, um, I already have a place.

Take a tab anyway.

I mean, someone has to take a tab.

It'll make other people take tabs.

It's like putting money in your tip jar.
It just encourages tipping.

I just... I'm gonna go...

check on things... away from here.

(Elevator bell dings)

MEREDITH:
Clamp.

3-0 prolene.

I could use a little
breathing room here.

A little more.

I can't move any more,

or I won't be able to
zero the neuro monitor.

Everything okay?

She's just mad about the wall.

What wall?

- Just stand and suction.
- Not talking to you.

We did talk about taking it down.

You talked about it.
I was drinking tequila.

Okay, you said it was a good idea.

I should remember.
I was the sober one.

Well, I said I would think about it.

But the words that you said were,
"Let's take the bitch down."

That was the tequila talking.

So, when you said
this was my home, too,

that I should think of it that way,
that was the tequila talking, too?

Yeah, that sounds like
something tequila would say.

Can you suction over here, please?

Mm-hmm.
Hey, is it a load-bearing wall?

'Cause if it is, it can actually
bring the whole house down.

(Metal thuds)

(Clears throat)

Yeah, Aliyah and I, we like
to pass notes at school...

the kind that you fold
a million different ways.

(Chuckles)

And I kept them... every single
one in a box under my bed

you know, so I could re-read
them when I had bad days.

Bad days?

Sometimes kids at school...

People suck, you know,

like to tease us, throw things.

And the other day, I came home,
and my mom was in my room.

She had found my box of notes.

And she burned them
in the fireplace.

(Door opens)

(Indistinct talking over P.A.)

Uh, Jess' parents want to see her

and speak to her surgical team.

They're here?

Tell them she's in pre-op.

They will have to wait to
see Jess until after surgery.

(Door opens)

You're making Aliyah out to be
some kind of terrible influence.

Because she is. She took
advantage of our daughter.

Jess didn't know any better.

What are you talking about?

You don't know?

They think they are in love...
with each other.

They want to grow up
and get married.

What?

Honey, the doctors.

(Clears throat)

Uh, Jess has sustained
multiple fractures,

including two in her left leg
that need surgical intervention

immediately or she could
lose use of her leg.

Unfortunately,
she also needs her belly explored

to evaluate the source
of her internal bleeding.

There's also blood in her lungs,
which required a chest tube.

Luckily, it seems to be
stable at the moment.

We're taking her up now.

We'll update you after the surgery.

Bethany. Please, let him...

Shut up, Steven!
Shut your stupid mouth!

If you had kept your mouth shut,

Jess would be safe
at camp right now.

But you had to give her
the heads-up, didn't you?

- It's okay.
- You had to tell her all about it.

- Torres, don't.
- What are you doing, Torres?

I'm sorry,
but I'm not sure you understand

what those places are like.

I know that you're trying
to help your daughter,

but that kind of camp is horrible.

It will not give her the kind
of support that she needs.

I realize that you care
about Jess, but th...

Care about her?
We love her.

She's our child.
Our child.

Please, this doesn't concern you.

Jess' fear of that place

is why she stepped in front
of a train to begin with.

- No, we are not doing this.
- She doesn't feel safe.

We are not doing this now!

You want to give parenting advice?

Talk to clueless over there.

You have no right to talk to me

about anything other than
my child's medical care.

She's right to feel afraid.
Those places are harmful.

They will damage her mentally,
emotionally.

They are tantamount to child abuse.

- Torres.
- You are out of line.

You are here for one thing

and one thing only,
and that is to attend

to my child's injuries,
to help my daughter.

That's it.

So you can either shut up

and do the job that you are here
to do, or I will get rid of you.

Sweetie, please.

��

Where do you think you're going?

Like you said,
to help your daughter.

That woman was
bullying her own child.

And, you know, don't even
get me started on the husband.

He is useless. Useless.

- Poor kid's got no one in her corner.
- Mnh-mnh.

What would make someone do that?

I mean,
why do people act like that?

(Sighs)

Karev?

Why are you asking me?

'Cause you're a bully.

His scar looks pretty nice.

I'm just gonna apply a little
more collagenase lotion here.

- (Coos)
- So, um...

What is your plan with April tonight?

So, she's gonna come home
from across the world

to what, a locked house?

Why do you think it is
that everybody thinks

they have a right to a
front-row seat to my marriage?

The show's closed.
I'm not selling tickets.

Dr. Avery?

What?

Your gastro flap harvest
is ready when you are.

That's great!

(Sighs)

Um, can you come dress this?

Yeah.

You know if Kepner
wants a roommate?

Not if it's you.

(Scoffs)

Okay, what aren't you telling me?
You know something.

Why don't people
want to live with me?

(Sighs)
I'm being paged.

No, you're not.
Nobody's paging you.

(Sighs)

CALLIE:
What, are you telling me I'm wrong?

I watched you push people
around for years.

You bullied interns.
You bullied nurses.

Hell, you bullied George.

Don't go projecting all your stuff on me
just 'cause you got picked on as a kid.

Oh, no.
Nobody picked on Callie Torres.

- Really?
- Yeah, I was an easy target.

I didn't look like the other girls.
I didn't act like them.

I had to learn how to stand up
to people like Karev.

So I learned to fight.
Titanium screw, please?

Ah, tell you what, though,
once you punch your first bully,

the rest start to fall
in line pretty quickly.

So you were both bullies?

What? No.
Mine was self-defense.

People like you two
used to call me "Li'l Maggot."

'Cause I was always younger
than you and smaller...

and smarter.

And my lisp...
(Clicks tongue)

You guys had a field day
with my lisp.

So I was "Li'l Maggot Pierth."

Oh.
(Both laugh)

- That's kind of cute.
- (Chuckles)

No, it wasn't cute.

Not when I was begging
not to be pantsed

in the middle of the quad.

I mean, really think about that.

My pants were literally
pulled off of me

in front of other people.

Or when I was screaming for help

after being locked in
the janitor's closet

and left there until the cops
found me the next morning.

You want to know why bullies bully...
it's 'cause they can.

Maybe you got it worse at home,
or maybe you're just bullying

to keep from getting bullied,
but really,

it's because people like me,
like this girl on our table, are alone.

And... small and vulnerable.

And pushing us around
makes you feel better

about your sad,
pathetic, little lives.

Um, but not you guys, though.

You're cool... now.

- (Chuckles)
- (Chuckles)

So, after we helped rebuild
the hospital in Haiti,

I took a team down to Houston

to help the relief shelters
after the flooding.

Outstanding.

Um, so, why are you interested
in moving to Seattle?

I-I mean, it sounds like your
hospital's doing great work.

Oh, that wasn't through the hospital.

I fund most of those trips
through my nonprofit.

It's a bit of a passion project
of mine.

Oh, your nonprofit. Well, now.

Um, I started the hospital's free clinic.

Um, we're open
Wednesdays and Fridays.

OWEN:
She won't stop bleeding. Damn it!

AMELIA: She's maxed out on pressors.
She can't tolerate this low a map.

MEREDITH:
I'm clamping the hilum.

It's not working. Debakey.

Sorry, do you mind if I...?

Come on, guys, she's crashing.

You don't think I know that?
Somebody page cardio.

MCCONNELL: You're gonna want to
open her up with a sternotomy.

I'm sorry.
Who in the hell's that?

Right, sorry. Hi. Dr. Tracy McConnell,
chief of cardio at Hopkins.

I'm on a tour.
Now, about that sternotomy.

Patient's chest is already open.

I don't want to make
another major incision

just a few inches away.
Where is cardio?

They're saying
Wexler and Hall are out.

- Pierce is in surgery.
- OWEN: Find out how long.

Okay, I want to try
twisting the hilum. Towels.

You need to get control
from a higher angle.

Her pulmonary artery is lacerated,

which means you have
about 90 seconds

before she bleeds
to death on that table.

I know that it seems redundant
to make another large incision

in an already-open chest, but
if you do, in under a minute,

you can have her sternum
open and get a clear view

of the field from an
entirely different angle.

If the choice is between
giving her two chest scars

or letting her bleed to death,

I bet she would
choose the two scars.

Grey?

You're down to 60 seconds.

Okay, I need a saw and
a sternal retractor.

- Prep her for a sternotomy.
- Right away.

��

Got it. Here's the bleeder.

Okay, I'll need 4-0 prolene and
a pericardial patch, please.

Whew!

Got it.

That was a hell of a save, McConnell.

It's not my save, sir.
They did the hard work.

I just helped change
their perspective a little.

Well, I should probably get go...

��

(Indistinct conversations)

(Elevator bell dings)

Hey, why don't people
want to live with me?

Is it 'cause I have a kid
or is it 'cause I'm a boss?

Like people don't want
to live with their boss?

Hey, did you hear, uh,
Dr. Torres stabbed

a white supremacist in the face?

Or a-a patient bit Karev

and lost his finger
or his eye or some...

Shut up and speak!
What aren't you telling me?

(Telephone rings)

Okay, have you ever been assigned

back-to-back overnight
NICU shifts, Edwards?

And I'm not talking for,
like, a weekend.

I'm talking for months of long,
terrible, quiet nights

all alone in the NICU
watching over 27 incubators

full of fragile, dying, little lives.

You know how hard that is?
Do you have any idea?

You are kind of a legend
with the interns and residents.

(Scoffs)
Go on.

You're one of the Seattle Grace Five.

I survived a plane crash.
Uh, big deal.

And a car crash. And a shooting.

- You might be immortal.
- (Scoffs)

You mastered one of the
most exclusive specialties

basically overnight,
and then you took Herman's job

and her eyesight.

Okay, that's... that's just...

You have screwed dozens of interns,

and you got them all fired.

You speak really fast,
like superhuman fast.

You have a weird name.

You know, that's not true.
That's not true.

I only slept with one intern,
and I have an awesome name.

I mean, what, man?
Like, what? What else?

I mean, what...
do people have a problem

with the fact that I have one leg?

I mean, do people
actually go there and...

and talk crap about
a one-legged person?

Because that's just
discrimination against amputees.

They say you have two legs,

and you are only pretending
that one is amputated.

(Gasps)

- For the parking space.
- I...

(Stammers)

We good?

Hey. Tell us something good.

Mer says Aliyah's hanging in there.

- Well, that's something.
- (Sighs)

Also, Jess might not
be going to that camp.

I, uh...
I may have made some calls.

BETHANY:
Which one of you did it?

You called child protective
services on me?

Is this a joke?
Is this some game to you people?

If I want to send my
child to a beautiful camp

- run by a lovely pastor...
- (Sighs)

...then I have every
legal right to do so,

and it is none of your business.

Do you understand?
Stay away from my little girl.

And stop filling her head

with your faithless,
inappropriate nonsense.

You repulse me.
You're disgusting!

Ohh!

- Oh, crap.
- (Coleman Hell's "Take Me Up" plays)

My heart was pounding,
and there was a noise in my head

and then her face
was just coming at me

and I was just like, "Aah!"

And then... ouch! Ow! Ow!

My fist had a mind of its own.

'Cause I didn't even know
I was gonna punch her

until she was punched.

Oh, my God! I lost control.
I am a monster.

I would have paid money.
Cash money. Like 1,000 bucks.

Worth every penny.
It was beautiful.

- What happened?
- Yeah, we want details.

And would someone page me, please,
next time Pierce hulks out?

Think it's funny? It won't
be when she loses her job.

I'm gonna lose my job?

You're not gonna lose your job.
She attacked you.

Kind of. Right?

Okay, you weren't there.
You don't know.

Oh, the lady deserved it.
She got bigot-slapped.

You know she deserved it.

It doesn't matter.

There's a right and a wrong way
for us to conduct ourselves.

Mm, you know what?
Grey has a point.

Next time,
leave the thumb outside the fist

when you clench.

That way, you avoid
bone damage. See?

Okay, bitch lady's fine
medically, no real injury,

but she is seriously
pissed and after your head.

- See?
- Oh, God.

Is it true?
Callie punched a homophobe?

Pierce punched a homophobe.

- Ooh, unexpected. High five.
- No.

Yes!
(Chuckles)

Mm!

I have to go apologize
to that horrible woman, don't I?

What are you doing?

Scrubbing in on an
open cholecystectomy.

Yes, no, I can see that,
but what are you doing?

Why are you scrubbing in
for a three-hour procedure

when you have a presentation
to the board in 45 minutes?

The patient is in terrible pain.

I have the ability to stop that pain,

so I'm going to do that.

So, what, you're just gonna not
show up for the presentation?

It doesn't matter if I do.

Look, I just spent the day
with Tracy McConnell.

She's chirpy and blonde
with a perky, little ponytail.

And she's...

fantastic, smart, talented.

I tried really hard to hate her,
but I couldn't.

She's perfect.
And Webber's ready to marry her.

Hell, I might marry her, too.

No offense. She's a catch.

And we'd be lucky to have her.

Hey, she may be the new Idris.

(Chuckles)
Now, i-it's fine.

Okay, being chief isn't
the only thing that I...

I mean, I've got my son that I
hardly see as it is. And you.

And I got this class that
I got to start teaching.

So... You know, i-it doesn't matter.

I-it's fine, really.

- Miranda, that's...
- No!

Leave it alone.
(Sighs)

Okay? Just... leave it.

��

ARIZONA:
Hey.

Oh, hey.
Uh, i-is the room still available?

Did your friends put you up
to this? Did you lose a bet?

Or... Do you have a thing
for feet? Or... or foot?

- (Elevator bell dings)
- What? Uh, no.

Well, okay, hold on.

Why would you want to live with me
instead of your intern buddies?

I don't, uh,
have any intern buddies.

They think I posed as
an attending on purpose

and they made up all this stuff
about me and it isn't even true.

Nobody wants to talk to me,
let alone live with me.

It's okay. Thanks.

Um, well, hold on.
Um, just so you know,

two months up front.
Yeah? Okay.

Well... well, we can maybe...
we can make this work.

(Monitor beeping)

Scrub out. I'll finish.
You can still make your presentation.

De Luca, will you escort
Warren out of my surgery, please?

- But...
- Okay.

Oh, don't even think about it.
You do not know me.

Miranda, you are rolling over.

You are quitting in
the middle of the race,

and that is not okay.

Would you let me quit?
Would you let Tuck quit?

Would you?

What did you tell Tuck

when he wanted to
quit the French horn?

He was a terrible French-horn
player, and still,

- what did you tell him?
- "You made a commitment."

"You made a commitment"!

And now who is first chair?

- Tuck is.
- Tuck is!

You don't quit.
You don't roll over.

You don't let anybody
take your chair!

Miranda Bailey,
what chair are you?

- First chair.
- Yeah, I cannot hear you.

- First chair.
- First chair?

- First chair!
- That's right!

Jess' injuries were extensive,

but surgery went
better than expected.

Oh, thank God.

Uh, Bethany wanted me to ask,

do you know when Jess
might be discharged?

She's, I guess,
arranging for the camp

to come pick Jess up
from here, and...

DAKHIR:
What are you saying?

There... there were complications

during the surgery,
and Aliyah lost a lot of blood,

and her blood pressure was
very low for some time.

And we just won't know

if that caused damage
unless she wakes up.

So, s-she might not wake up?
That's what you're saying?

I'm sorry,
is his daughter going to die?

I can't discuss another
patients' personal information.

This can't be...
t-this shouldn't be happening.

We wanted to give her a future.

We came to this
country when she was 8.

Two years later, my wife died.

My family, they said,

"Dakhir, you have no business
raising your daughter alone."

Maybe they were right.

What do I know about raising a girl,

now a teenage girl, in America?

(Whimpers)

All I know is it's hard.

��

Aliyah doesn't confide in me.

Why would she?

In my community, we don't
talk about things like this.

Aliyah's mother would
have known what to say.

She always knew.

We came here to give her a future.

And now...

Do you have a picture?

(Sniffles)

Excuse me?

Of your daughter?

Here's... here's Jess.

Uh, you can't tell now
with the tube in her mouth,

but she has the best smile.

This is Aliyah maybe a year ago now.

I took it at school after a game.

You know, I never realized,

but I think that's
your daughter with her.

They look really happy.

I don't believe we were
introduced properly before.

I'm Steven.

Dakhir.

Your patient's been
out of surgery a while.

Did you wait to update the family

until my patient was
out of surgery, too?

��

Because this hospital
is worth more than that.

Thank you.

- (Applause)
- Thank you.

Bailey should be here by now.

Um, hi. Hello.

Sorry to interrupt,
but Dr. Bailey has a request.

��

I'm sure Dr. McConnell gave you
an excellent presentation.

Scissor. Watch that tissue.

She would be excellent for the job.

But that's not the point.

The point is McConnell and I
offer different things.

She is new and shiny.
And she likes a good challenge.

I know.
I spent the whole day with her.

She jumps into new
challenges all the time.

And that's what this place is
to her... her newest challenge...

Until she finds her next one.

And her next.

But that's not me.
(Sighs)

See, I don't care if this place
is the shiniest or the fanciest

or if it's a beat-up hunk of junk.

As far as I'm concerned,
it'll always be the ship

that made the Kessel Run
in less than 12 parsecs.

This is not a stepping stone for me.

I believe in this hospital
and what it can do.

And I want to push
this bucket of bolts

to do the most impossible
things you have ever seen.

And then I'll do more because
this is my challenge.

There's a bleeder on the fossa.

Yeah. Clamp. Use the argon beam.

Avoid CBD.

Slowly.

Let me. Good.

There.

This job was made for me.
Staples.

This job belongs to me.
Suction.

I've earned first chair.

Suture.

And every single one of you
already knows it.

Ready to close.

��

Well, damn it.

WOMAN: Dr. Hudson to the O.R. 3.
Dr. Hudson to O.R. 3.

Is Jess still at her post-op X-rays?

Yeah, Dr. Torres took her a bit ago.

Yeah.

You have some nerve coming here.

Bethany.

Mrs. Tanner,
I would like to apologize.

I was totally out of line before.

To think I trusted you
to treat my daughter.

Bethany.

I am suing you and
everyone else we have met

- in this godforsaken hospital.
- Bethany, shut up!

No one is suing!
No one is pressing charges!

The person who should be
apologizing is you!

We almost lost our child today!

She almost died!

We are not sending Jess away!

This stops now.
Do you hear me? It stops now.

- Steven, what are you saying?
- This stops, or I am gone.

I will leave,
and I will take Jess with me,

and you will never see her again.

I don't care... if she's gay.

I care if she's loved.
I care if she's happy.

And that is what you
should care about!

What is wrong with you
that you don't?!

�� Ever wonder
'bout what she's doing? ��

�� how it all turned to lies ��

�� sometimes I think
that it's better ��

�� to never ask why ��

�� where there is desire,
there is gonna be a flame ��

So, we were able to stop the
bleeding, and she's stable.

So I thought you'd like to see her
because she is awake.

�� And just because it burns
doesn't mean you're gonna die ��

�� you've got to get up
and try, try, try ��

It's okay. It's okay.

I'm here, Aliyah.

You're okay.

Jessica is okay, too.

Shh. D-don't try to talk.
It's okay.

I have something for you.

�� Funny how the heart
can be deceiving ��

Jessica asked if I could
read this to you if...

when you wake up.

�� Why do we fall in love so easy
even when it's not right? ��

"Dear my beautiful Aliyah..."

Well, I like her already.

�� Where there is desire,
there is gonna be a flame ��

(Sighs)

�� Where there is a flame,
someone's bound to get burned ��

�� and just because it burns
doesn't mean you're gonna die ��

�� you've got to get up
and try, try, try ��

Oh. Sorry. You know, I, uh...

I thought...

Uh, why aren't you at home?

Because I thought you'd be at home.

Right, well,
I just assumed that...

(Sighs)
It's fine. Just, um...

Go and sleep there tonight.
A real bed and all.

Right. Real bed. Yeah. Thanks.

I've been flying all day.
I'm exhausted. Dirty.

Okay.

But we can talk tomorrow?

I really want us to talk, Jackson.

�� When you're out there
doing what you're doing ��

Good night.

�� Are you just getting by? ��

�� Tell me, are you just
getting by, by, by? ��

�� where there is desire,
there is gonna be a flame ��

�� where there is a flame,
someone's bound to get burned ��

�� and just because it burns
doesn't mean you're gonna die ��

�� you've got to get up
and try, try, try ��

Behold.

Everything the light touches is yours.

- Stupid.
- (Laughs)

Congratulations... chief.

(Sighs)

��

JO:
This looks amazing.

This is amazing.

Now, I love that you love feeding me,

but I can't keep eating like this
every night. I'm gonna get fat.

What's wrong with being fat?
I used to be fat.

(Laughs)

- That's funny.
- No, really.

I mean, not just roly-poly.
I mean big.

I mean, it didn't
matter much till what...

I don't know...
5th grade, maybe? 6th?

And then suddenly,
everybody seemed to care.

I got picked on a bunch.

I mean, stupid stuff, you know?
Names, pranks.

They shoved me in a locker once,
and I got stuck.

I was...
well, I was the fat kid in class

and the screw-up at home.

And it sucked.
I mean, it was really hell.

So the summer after 8th grade,

when I basically spent three
straight months on my bike

riding everywhere,
all day, every day,

literally riding my ass off.

School started.
Nobody recognized me.

I toughened up.
I mean, I had to, you know?

Want more rice?

(Tristan Prettyman's "Fancy" plays)

AMELIA:
Who does that?

Who carpools to work with
somebody in the morning

and then leaves without
them that night?

(Laughs) I can't believe she...
she just left me.

I'm happy to give you a ride.
Actually, I did want to...

I don't even want to go in there.
I may lose it.

Not even kidding. I may...

�� High heels, something worth
a half a ticket on my wrist ��

�� taking all the liquor
straight, never chased that ��

�� rooftop like we're bringing
'88 back ��

What's happening?

You. Come here.

Sorry.

Sit. Good.

I want you to stop

and take a closer look at
the body in front of you.

I live here, too,
and that means I get a say.

And I say you two need
to figure your crap out.

There's nothing special about it.

It's just a body.

So, why are you here?
What's so different?

What's changed?

Sorry about the wall.

I...

jumped the gun.

I'm sorry I said you had fleas.

- Meredith!
- What?

I don't...

I don't know how to talk to you.
You are a lot... sometimes.

I don't totally like you.

Wow. Okay.

But I don't have to
because you're family.

I love you.

�� Hot girl, hands off,
don't touch that ��

�� look at it, I bet you wishing
that you could clutch that ��

�� it's just the way
you like it, huh? ��

�� You're so good, he just
wishing he could bite it, huh? ��

�� Never turned down nothing,
slinging these hos ��

�� gold trigger on the gun
like I'm so fancy ��

�� you already know ��

My answer is... you.

The thing that has changed is you.

�� I'm so fancy ��

I want you to throw
everything you think you know

about anatomy out the window...

�� 'Bout to blow ��

and look at this cadaver

like you've never seen
a human body before.

�� That do that, do that, I-G-G-Y ��

�� Who that, who that?
I-G-G-Y ��

Now pick up your scalpels.

Place them below
the xiphoid process.

�� Who that, who that?
I-G-G-Y ��

Press firmly.

�� That do that,
do that, I-G-G-Y ��

No regrets. And let's begin.

�� Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ��

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